A Whippoorwill Called.

But, and despite my knowledge of countless narrative and character details, I won’t ever know all of it. Not even when it’s done. For as a writer, my first job is getting the parts I know about right. The second is leaving the rest to the reader’s imagination.

You know, the way we must in daily life.

Hello and welcome, reader.

As always, it’s my pleasure to have you join me.

Since launching the new site, I’ve published these things on irregular Saturdays. That’s because many of you work during the week, and I want to give you something to read over a weekend morning coffee.

I still don’t know what to call them.

By now, you also know I favor the essay format here. Though I sometimes stray into a style not unlike the short story. In form, if not content, that is.

Because, you know, I’m a rule-breaker. Either that, or unreliable. Of course, it might depend on who you ask, too.

Anyway, this time, my reason for interrupting your weekend is legit. Because my eighth novel publishes next week, on Tuesday, April 15th, 2025. If you’re on the mailing list, I’ll send you an email announcing when the book is available. I’ll send along a URL and invite you to buy a copy, too.

Once again, eBook and paperback edition covers feature a licensed work by Indigenous artist Lonigan Gilbert.

A Whippoorwill Called is the first novel I’ve written as a full-time writer. And I can’t wait for you to read it.

For a preview, click the cover image embedded below here.

Thanks again for your support.

Because writing is a dream for this writer. And every time you read one of my novels, it comes true.

It’s a hell of a deal.

I imagined doing this as a kid. It’s miles beyond satisfying to live it.

So, this time out, beyond the big news, I’m sharing a little history. As usual, I’ll let you decide how much is fact or fiction. For, once again, I’m not sure.

Anyway, for the writers in the crowd, it might be as revealing as any I know. While for everyone else, it could make reading my stuff more fulfilling.

I’ll start with a note about the writing process.

Which, for many of us, remains a daunting challenge. No matter at what point of the writer’s journey, we find ourselves.

Because it’s a solo trip, and the end remains forever out of sight.

There’re no maps, either. And, for me, it turns out full-time effort makes a material difference to the finished work.

That’s a tough one to swallow.

But plain enough, too, when looking back.

That’s because, you know, results speak for themselves. For better and worse. And, in twenty-first century terms, I suck at multi-tasking.

All the same, I wrote my first two novels in between the last few years of Harwill tour dates. In relative terms, the first one proved a minor hit.

I was, of course, encouraged by the early results. And the next spring, when Harwill retired from the stage, believed me ready for life as a writer.

The second one missed the mark.

While I grew ever more dissatisfied with my writing.

And, no surprise, I remained reluctant, too. Of all things designed to limit or constrain my freedom, as either artist or individual. You know, stuff like success and the boundless trappings that come with it.

For I prize independence over all else. And thus, prefer my way over anyone else’s, too, when it comes to spending time. At work, or otherwise.

Despite the preference, my search for trusted advice is near constant. As likewise, those in my circle got sick of the review requests long ago.

However, as they do for everyone, my desires manifest, too. And I’m damned lucky to enjoy independence. Because, for me, that meant writing my next four novels before work, while building a startup company.

In absolute terms, they flopped.

And my dissatisfaction grew with each of them.

For the writing I intended proved beyond my grasp. And with each, I became less sure my talent would ever allow me to achieve it.

The startup’s failure let me write the sixth and seventh novels while working only part time. In between shifts as a writing coach and magazine columnist.

Extra time helped me get closer to the truth.

I was relieved when the sixth one scored another small hit. And thrilled when the seventh made it to third on the minor league charts.

But A Whippoorwill Called is the first I’ve written as a full-time novelist.

Though it’s now a decade since my first novel published.

And getting here took far more than a change of style.

Though that’s plain enough, too, if you’ve read the older stuff. That was the plan, anyway. To show the progress from start to wherever it might finish. And perhaps, to thus share a few of the challenges that lie ahead for those coming along behind me.

More than anything else, I believe that is the way.

For those new to these ramblings, I started as a high school poet.

If you’ve seen the about page here on the website, you’re not surprised to learn I’m now a grandfather.

Anyway, I believe every artist’s life is best viewed as an object lesson. That includes mine.

Now, for an aspiring writer, this next thing is important. I’m lucky to have a small circle of close friends. Many of them are fellow artists. And to them, I owe more than words can say.

This one is big, too. See, I was born into a family rich in arts talent. So, as a boy, I got to see musicians, painters, and writers up close. In the form of both near and distant relatives. Their influence on me and everything I do is plain enough.

To me, anyway.

But some have had more to say about what I do than others. My brothers, without a doubt, had more influence on me than anyone.

I’ve written about them, now and then. And of their influence on me and my work, too. And yes, I know.

I’m blessed. Grateful, too.

Of course, what I believe the greatest blessing to all of us is our children and theirs. Here’s an example of why.

Not so long ago, I discussed my work with a nephew. He’s an emerging artist on Canada’s fine art painting scene. And it’s a rare topic, even when talking with him.

Because my rep for avoiding such talk is well-earned. But I respect both his immense talent and his discerning tastes.

“How goes the latest manuscript?”

When drafting a manuscript now, I write six days per week. On the off days, I like to do a little writing.

Because, you know, I believe in the power of practice.

“Well, I’ve figured something out. But I’m not yet sure. Let’s say I’m optimistic.”

As a writer of novels, meanwhile, my process relies on detailed manuscript outlines. That means I get to know a story quite well, long before writing it.

“You don’t say? And what’s that, anyway, uncle?”

But, and despite my knowledge of countless narrative and character details, I won’t ever know all of it. Not even when it’s done. For as a writer, my first job is getting the parts I know about right. The second is leaving the rest to the reader’s imagination.

You know, the way we must in daily life.

“It’s a synthesis of advanced concepts and simple language.”

Which also means I don’t quite know what I’m doing while I’m doing it. Not if I’m doing it right, anyway. That’s because if I did, I wouldn’t be able to do it at all.

“Well, I look forward to reading it.”

For me, it’s what makes first drafts so much fun to write, too. Despite all of them being destined for an anonymous end.

“Thanks, nephew. I can’t wait to share it with you.”

That, and the idea of granting the only immortality we know to people who earned it. The best and only way I know how.

But not everyone responds to my novels the same way.

“Why the fuck can’t you just tell me a story?”

My younger brother, to whom I dedicated A Whippoorwill Called, spoke via long-distance phone call.

“What do you mean?”

He’s the father of my nephew, the painter. As well as a talented artist and writer himself. And maybe I imagined the frustration in his voice.

Though I have my doubts.

“I mean, you ain’t making music, kid. Enough with the fucking lyrics already!”

I’d be lying if I told you criticism doesn’t hurt. That’s despite enduring a lifetime of it. Because if it didn’t, then whatever I’ve done is false.

“Well, there’s no accounting for taste, I guess.”

Try recalling that the next time someone cares enough to critique your work. Then, embrace the brutal reality of life as an artist.

“Fuck that! Make it like you’re sitting in my head telling me a story! Forget all this grammar and bullshit and make it, so I don’t have to grab a fucking dictionary to make sense of it.”

The words of a brother differ from those of a friend. And, sometimes, they’re more insightful than those of any critic, too.

At such moments, it’s a point worth remembering. Because all good writing is rewriting. And where you start isn’t where you want to finish.

Now, I’m some lucky. That’s for sure. And I know it, too. Because my younger brother spent years in the newspaper rackets. There, he had his best work edited daily. So, that he believes my stuff worth reading is a serious compliment.

His son, meanwhile, is more talented than both of us. It sure looks that way to me, anyway. And younger people reading my stuff is a big part of why I write. Because, though I write about those who were there, it’s meant for those that weren’t.

That’s also why I write about people, neither he nor you, got a chance to meet.

And of times which he was too young to know.

“I’m not sure. But it looks like the peak.”

I’m now at work on the follow up, and the form is holding.

“Only question is how long it lasts. Because the stuff is writing itself, nowadays.”

How’s that for an existential paradox? Well, it’s just like Sam Clemons claimed, I guess. You don’t have to make anything up if you tell the truth.

“You don’t say? Well, uncle, that’s … interesting, I guess?”

His voice reminds me of his dad. It always makes me smile, too.

“Time will tell, nephew.”

I guess knowing those two read them is a big part of what makes writing novels worthwhile for me, as well.

Though it’d be news for me to say that. To either of them, I mean. But like I said before, you know. Blessed.

Now, here’s a little personal philosophy. By that, I mean words by which to live. Which also justifies my taking eight minutes of your precious time.

For here, the words of Aurelius ring true, while failure becomes success. As what stands in the way can only become it.

While doing makes being possible.

Likewise, how becomes clear because of why. For making art is each artist’s attempt to stop time. And pursuing beauty has ever meant finding danger. As sure as chasing truth means accepting a world made of lies.

Because the want for change is a call to act. Just as our knowing more must ever mean we know less. While only living today produces laughter tomorrow. For being you is first a demand to respect others. And there’s no strength in weakness.

From that, I suggest taking what you need and leaving the rest. Know always, too, that my best wishes go with you when you leave this place.

With that, the latest rumination ends.

Thanks for grabbing a copy of A Whippoorwill Called. I’ll look forward to reading your review.

Until next time, thanks for being here, and for sharing this with anyone who might like to read it.

TFP

April 12, 2025

The obscurant’s duty.

Instead, I focus on stuff I can either affect or enjoy, like loved ones and art and baseball and books and freedom and films and music. As worrying over things beyond my control amounts to vanity, which serves no good purpose.

Go ahead, call me selfish. I won’t argue the point.

Hello and welcome, reader.

As ever, it’s my pleasure to have you join me.

The writer’s self-imposed rest continues, here. By now, I’m at loose ends and threatening to crack, despite sticking to a strict regime of diet, rest, study, and training. At times like this, being stuck in here is one fine how-do-you-do.

Nor can I say what’s worse; exhausted and crazy from writing, or insufferable and angry at not.

Did I mention the irony at arm’s length routine goes on, as well? Anyway, by now, you know its style, and neither habit nor vice. The truth is, I’m often hard pressed, figuring out which parts of it to believe myself. As usual, that makes it damned near impossible for me to imagine what it’s like for you, reader.

I’m not even sure when the narrator got to be so bloody unreliable. But rather than get stuck in the latest mystery, let’s move on to the usual craft related horse sense shared in this edition of The Practice.

How was that for personal insight?

I mean, who cares if I believe the world has gone bat shit crazy, anyway? Or that I’m sure the inmates in control of the local asylum are threatening to burn the place down around the rest of us? So what if I’m certain the zealots have united with the rich to use the mob’s ignorance against itself and destroy freedom?

It’s just entertainment, after all.

See what I mean? That’s why this writer leaves that bullshit out. Because such talk is worthless to anyone but a fan of wrapping themselves in a flag of false concern. Well, I wave none of them here. Nor am I a fan of those who do. Instead, I focus on stuff I can either affect or enjoy, like loved ones and art and baseball and books and freedom and films and music. As worrying over things beyond my control amounts to vanity, which serves no good purpose.

Go ahead, call me selfish. I won’t argue the point.

Besides, I always meant for this writer’s life to be seen as an object lesson, not an instruction manual. That’s the story I’m telling now, anyway.

So, let’s get on with it.

To open this month’s rant, I’m saying it’s a fabulous epoch for writers we’re living through today. Here’s why.

After all, with traditional, hybrid, and self-publishing, writers can now choose their delivery method. Not only that, but the growth of genre writing of all types has opened the door for those with more varied tastes.

So, and despite the challenge of a market remade by the internet, it’s a fine time to be alive for publishers, too. As, no matter the length of the grant-funding lineups, old school publishers still sell far more books than hybrids and indies combined.

With all the choices, readers are doing alright, as well.

In short, there’re few reasons to complain in any corner of the literary world.

So, why is the writer such a cranky ess-oh-bee, anyway?

As a race, meanwhile, we publish more books today than we ever have. The latest reports claim over three million titles printed in 2023. That includes more than two million self-published, on top of over a million turned out by traditional publishers. Since early in the 21st century, the yearly numbers have grown by a near exponential amount.

Sadly, printing more books doesn’t mean selling them. With industry revenue numbers flat since the turn of the century, the average title can now expect to sell a paltry 263 copies.

But, despite a knot to the ego left by that sorry fact, it doesn’t explain the writer’s angst. Nope. For behind the vague term, average, waits a hard but simple truth.

It’s more a measure of the possible than expected return.

Or maybe it’s a dream. Because a little more than three million divided by the over seven-hundred-ninety million books sold last year doesn’t quite show the facts.

For writers, the numbers are daunting.

Because once you allow for the millions on top of the bestseller lists, followed by the tens of thousands of mid-list titles, and genre hits read by thousands more, there’s not much left for the rest. And that’s without counting reprints, libraries, or schools.

Which makes reaching even the average quite a task for most of us.

But that’s not the source of this writer’s misery.

Because, you know, c’est la vie. That’s why it’s a calling, and not a career. If this comes as news to either of us, then we’re both in trouble. Though I will allow that, mine would then be far worse than yours, given the time.

Lucky for me, I’ve always known the truth about the calling. Of course, given my preference for risk, it’s ever been a great fit, too. But I’ve made a habit of advising others against the pursuit, when asked about the artist’s life, all the same.

And that’s not it, either.

For the record, though, it’s a dark ride best left to ‘those’ people. You know, the ones that think and look and act something like me. We’ve got to work too hard to pull off normal for long. And we are, as you’ve learned by now, far too easy to find. Though, given the terms of the deal, I don’t know why.

I’ve long believed it genetic, and thus, the luck of the draw.

Besides, other than the standard model, spacetime continuum, and quantum uncertainty, the choices are few, and offer, at best, a mixed bag of the same old nuts. I mean, unless stuff like matrixes or holograms or religion or conspiracy theories are your bag. For me, none of that crap offers any more comfort than accepting what science tells me is real.

I’m also not saying that’s it.

Nor is the latest month of open prose submissions at The Paris Review, held yearly in February, June, and October, and underway as I started writing this. The old mag has remained a hit with the literary set since its birth in 1953. Despite a growing online rep for these days printing little but the soulless drivel of homogenous MFA-toting wannabes. As, thanks to social media, there’s now no shortage of critics.

I’ll tell you this: if my stuff was a fit, I’d send it to them!

They’re also open to unsolicited poetry submissions in four months of the calendar year. And, for all, there’s no agent required. To see if your stuff fits, look them up online.

That also isn’t the cause of this writer’s discontent.

Which is okay, just the same, because I’m next claiming to know a story about the old rag that’s worth sharing. Though, like many of those found here, it may or may not be true.

Away we go.

One crisp fall morning when I was a semi-regular student at Winnipeg’s Argyle Alternative High School, an English teacher named Brian Mackinnon read to the class from an interview with Ernest Hemingway. George Plimpton wrote it before any of us kids were born and published it in the afore mentioned Paris Review. And, though Mr. Mackinnon didn’t read all of it to us, and I said nothing to anyone, then, in the language of the times; what he read to us blew my mind.

So, when school broke for lunch that day, I hurried back to the stack-wall cabin that served as our inner city classroom to ask if I could borrow the magazine to read the interview in full. After getting Mr. Mackinnon’s permission, I spent most of an hour sitting at a desk across the room from him and read it over more times than I can now recall.

The teacher kept an eye on me and the magazine while eating a bagged lunch and tending to business of his own. We didn’t talk, and I made plenty of notes. I wrote them in longhand, using a pencil and a notebook, in those times carried in the chest pocket of my denim jacket.

And to this day, what I read there serves as the most useful fiction writing instructions I’ve ever found, and the blueprint for my writing practice. Though I prefer to sit when at work. But if you’re looking for a roadmap, or just an interesting read, the interview is on the website of The Paris Review. You’ll need a subscription to the magazine to read all of it, but if you’re anything like me, you’ve made worse investments.

Enjoy, and best of luck.

Because there’re few how-to books worth reading when it comes to writing fiction. Oh, you can find plenty of texts devoted to tools and techniques, so don’t get the wrong idea. Many of them, such as ‘The Elements of Style’ by Strunk & White, might be worth their weight in gold, to a writer. But as far as the details of doing it go, Hemingway’s terse replies to Plimpton’s probing queries offer more insights into how to write fiction than anything published before or since, in this writer’s opinion. At least, that’s my story, and in a world without sure things, you can bet I’ll stick to it.

Not only that, but, and perhaps more germane to our inquiry, could this be the source of the writer’s angst?

Well, I’m still not sure about that, myself. But all the same, over the last weeks, I shared a few of the concepts by which I follow the way of the writer and literary artist on the dreaded social media. Maybe I did it to keep myself from going over the edge from all the time spent not writing. Perhaps it was holding up my end of a passe tradition.

I can’t say for certain.

I know what stuck with me after reading that 1958 interview was Hemingway’s artistic insights and fiction writing instructions. In short, the why and how-to of his writing practice. And, though I’ve since read other writer’s ideas about the same stuff, none worked for me. That’s despite having little beyond gender in common with the fellow, and, in truth, often resenting him and the privileged world from which he emerged.

And, like I said, there’s just not a lot of that stuff, from so credible a source, lying around waiting for a writer to read.

Or perhaps reading his best work forces me to see my own shortcomings in such stark relief that anger, and resentment, are the only refuge. I’m not sure about that, either. But I know I’ve always thanked him, and Plimpton, and Brian Mackinnon, too, for the teaching. Without it, I might’ve taken the same wrong turns so many others do and ended up spouting the sound-alike claptrap that composes so much of today’s so-called content.

Though I’m still not sure that explains this writer’s malaise.

Could be it just pisses me off knowing I owe the guy something for everything I’ve done as a writer, too, you know. Because I sure wouldn’t have made it this far without the instructions he shared with us in that interview. And where I came from, we used to say, we know who we owe, about stuff like that.

So, maybe that explains it. But if that doesn’t work, we can think of those few posts as a fix, instead of an obscurant’s duty.

It’s worth recalling, too, though, how I believe stuff like that is quite personal. And thus, by rule, kept private, in these parts.

Anyway, a claim I’ve heard is the internet lives forever. Well, if so, there you go. I mean, as far as all that, I’ve held up my end.

For though one’s pudding may well turn out another’s poison, my tradition, as I first came to understand it in that classroom long ago, thanks to Hemingway, Plimpton, Mackinnon, and The Paris Review, demands I share it. In the spirit of Teddy and Squire Bill, and doing what I can, with what I’ve got, where I am, and all that.

Thus, our story ends.

So, too, for this month, do the craft related insights wrap up, as well.

Once again, I hope to have left you with more questions than answers. Because, after all, it’s the writer’s way. Of doing and being. Inside and out, too. Here, in this quiet place, just past one of the countless curves on the road to find out.

Until we meet again, thanks for being here, and for sharing this with anyone who might like to read it.

TFP

November 9, 2024